I'm married, as such, discretion is upmost. I also can't host EVER. I'm an inexperienced and haven't done this since jr. high school. Open to JO and oral and maybe more later. I think that I am more of a oral bottom than mutual or top that is why I am seeking another straight or bi-curious married man that is looking for their first time with another man or is looking to do it again after not having been with another man in a long time. I enjoy wearing lingerie, panties, and a bra.Looking for someone who will host me at his clean place in the daytime. I am 6'1", 220 lbs, and my cock is cut and about 2.5 - 3 inches and I have fairly large balls that I try to keep smooth. Due to meds, I don't get hard anymore. My fantasy is going down on a mans cock while it is nice and soft, feeling him get nice and hard in my mouth. As I suck on his semi rigid cock, it slides between my lips and as it firms,I feel its throb quicken as does my urge. I explore his shaft, and beautiful cock head with my tongue and mouth, stroking his cock up and down, willing him to harden and swell untill I feel him about to burst..I taste the sweet nectar of his throbbing cocks precum. My tongue continues to seek him out and my mouth encircles and swallows as much of his very rigid cock as I can. Pulsating, he thrusts gently forward and backward, giving me every inch to explore. I lick and suck at the shaft, then circle back,engulfing the head headlong sliding it deep into my mouth. His pace quickens and I feel the firm cock pushing against the back of my throat. His firm cock hardens even more as he fills my throat, sliding in and out, its head pushing firmly at the back of my tongue. Suddenly his cock stiffens, quivers and then shudders. His throbbing cock spews thick salty cum in my mouth, my hands encourage every last drop out of him and then let his cock slowly soften in my mouth as I nurse on it. I am looking for someone who is over 40, and would like to take their time cuddling, kissing, fondling etc. He would hold me, feed me his cock, like in my fantasy, be verbal but not abusive and encourage me to do the safe things we desire. I'd strongly prefer a smoothish, guy like myself not a lot of body hair, beard and/or mustash is ok, not looking for a gym rat.